please don't leave

I woke this morning in
an empty bed,
piled up
with
every letter you
ever wrote me

you said
‘I’ll call you
in the afternoon;’
I waited until
midnight,
now I’m turning into
a pumpkin.

when I was a boy
I had a friend,
his name was Jonathan;
I wonder if you two
somewhere,
are having a coffee
and laughing at me?